I wish you could hear all the words
i'm too afraid to say
but now I have to pay for what I did

I know these words will heal nothing
and I can't explain these things


I'm not happy
I'm not happy were I am


I don't know what it was
that let me act like this
and I'm so sorry

I put you through this

I lost the most important person in my life

no matter where I go
no matter what I do
I live my life with the knowledge that I hurt you

and I hope you can forget

Now it's my job to make it possible

and i'll keep my hopes up in the sky
why was I so blind
and just one thing is really sure


I try to heal, heal all your scars
I try to heal, what I left on you


I'll give my best to be a better man
and give you what you deserve I've made this mess

I can't clean on my own
so please help me out
and stand by my side


I lost the most important person in my life
no matter where I go

no matter what I do
I live my life with the knowledge that I've hurt you
and I hope you can forget


Now it's my job to make it possible
and i'll keep my hopes up in the sky

why was I so blind
and just one thing is really sure



we are all in the same game just different levels
dealing with the same hell just different devils

Goodbyes aren't forever,
Hello's never last