Open wide to embrace the pain
Close me off to suffer again
Opening wide to drown in this

Suffocating just to save myself

I'm tired of playing stupid games

Bending over backwards just to make amends
I'm tired of lonely days
I'm telling you now today it ends

....I'm tired
So $#&@ing sick and tired
When will you see

How you've $#&@in destroyed me

...I'm tired

But I wont give in
To you or your little sins
...I'm exhausted

But I'm not dead yet
Wipe of all this blood and sweat
...I'm numb

But you're growing cold
Cashed in your chips all thats left is to fold
...I'm winning this time

But you played the game
Traded your soul and you're the only one to blame


It's kinda funny how
You've turned out to be
The beating of my very heart

Gushing life into me
Filling up my veins
Emptying into the pits of my existence

What is this?.... Resistance?...
How could this be when all is embedded in me?
What caused confliction?... What is this friction?...

How can this be when all is subdued by me?

How could I have let you in

How could I be blinded by your sin
I swore never this again....
Never you....


I'm opening wide to embrace your pain
Closing myself off to suffer again

Opening wide to drown in you
Suffocating on all thats true


I'm tired of playing stupid games
Bending over backwards to make amends
I'm tired of what you have to say

Never ask for this again
...I'm tired
...So $#&@ing sick and tired

When will you see
How you've $#&@ing killed me


It's kinda funny how
You've turned out to be
The beating of my very heart

...(my very heart)
...(beating in me)
...(gushing in me)

Gushing life inside of me
Such an addiction... Enough to cause confliction
How can you be the one inside of me?

Such a sinful pleasure... Another ounce I have to measure
How could i have let this inside of me


How could i have let you in
How could i be blinded by your sin
I swore never this again

I swore never you...