Am i the only one i know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that i'm alone


I've got a migraine
And my pain will range from up down and sideways

Thank god it's friday
Cause fridays will always be better than sundays
Cause sunday's are my suicide days

I don't know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms cloud snow and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed

Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head

Let it be said what the headache represents

It's me defending in suspense
It's me suspended in a defenseless
Test being tested by a ruthless examiner

That's respresented best by my depress...ing thoughts
I do not have writers block
My writer just hates the clock

It will not let me sleep i'll get some sleep when i'm dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head


Am i the only one i know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that i'm alone

But i know we've made it this far kid
Yeah yeah yeah


I am not as fine as i seem pardon
Me for yelling i'm telling you green gardens
Are not what's growing in my psyche

It's a different me
A difficult to be stop feasting lumber down trees
Freeze frame

Please let me paint a mental picture portrait
Something you won't forget it's all about my forehead
Deny what is important holds back contents

That make pandora's box contents' look non-violent

Behind my eyelids are islands of violence

My mind shipwrecked this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Full of tidal waves suicidal crazed lions

They're trying to eat me blood running down their chin
And they know that i can fight or i can let the lion win
I begin to $$#emble what weapons i can find

Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind

Am i the only one i know

Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that i'm alone
But i know we've made it this far kid

Yeah yeah yeah

And i will say that we should take a day to break away

From all the pain our brain has made
The game is not played alone
And i will say that we should take a moment and hold it

And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone
[repeat]


Am i the only one i know
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that i'm alone

But i know we've made it this far kid
We've made it this far we've made it this