I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
I was wrapped up in a blanket
I was grey

Damp and sore
The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
(Like I think I'm at the racing

Like the night before)
I remember one girl standing
One was sitting on the ground

One was holding me up
The other pulling me down
And I couldn't decide which one was real

Because there wasn't a sound
(Like I was pregnant again... )


"Don't move don't blink don't think don't even breathe" she said
"Or the photograph will spoil
And cut you off at the head"

So I was sucking
I was sucking like a fat lady would
But I couldn't hold it down another second

(Bleagh!)
"Don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said
"Or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"

So I was sweating
I was sweating like a fat lady would...
And I woke up

With a man inside my mouth
(This won't hurt at all... )