This year has been a nightmare
I've been so low, I don't care
I've dwelled in depths of darkness

Swam across the ocean of pain
I've fed the tabloids, the media
It's a bottomless pit, a redia

Front pages, gossips, knifings, drunken nights and days

Sadness, rage, hopelessnes

I am nothing without you

Again the dance

I do the maniac dance
Just like in trance
I do the maniac dance


This demon serves me well
It wants to send me to the depths of hell

A roller coaster ride it has been I can't tell
I'm a walking miracle of medicine
A real catastrophe on legs

A proud member of human race known as the dregs

Xanax, Remeron, Therapy, Buspiron

Anger, Fear and Shame

Again the dance

I do the maniac dance
Just like in trance
I do the maniac dance