I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight

My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid


Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets

Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while

But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go


What am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through


Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all

I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week

But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry


I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why


I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos

I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family

I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go


Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don't think I'm going see this through


Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all

I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go

Oh yeah

Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go


Yeah, yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go


Go home


Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah yeah


Still to tired to care and I gotta go