Your mother came up to me
She wanted answers only she should know
Only she should know


It wasn't easy to deal
With the tears that rolled down her face

I had no answers 'cause
I didn't even know you


But these words
They can't replace
The life you...

...the life you waste

How could you paint this picture?

With life as bad as it should seem
That there were no more options for you
I can't explain how I feel

I've been there many times before
I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me


But these words
They can't replace
The life you...

...the life you waste

Did Daddy not love you?

Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?

Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?

WELL !#@* THAT!

AND !#@* HER!
AND !#@* HIM!
AND !#@* YOU!

For not having
The strenght in your heart
To pull through!

I've had doubts!
I have failed!
I've $#&@ed up!

I've had plans!
Doesn't mean
I should take

My Life
With my own hands


But these words
They can't replace
The life you...

...the life you waste

But these words

The don't replace
The life you...
THE LIFE YOU WASTE