It was on a wedding day

When my heart began to stray


Never thought I'd make such a big mistake


Throw my life away




I've gone days without food


I've went weeks without sleep, keeping this in

I've got cuts I can't close


I've got wounds that won't heal, it's all your fault




I've been shattered and wrecked


My hand's covered in blood, scars on my skin


I forgot how to feel

Now I'm weak with deceit, my skin is paper thin





We've been through this

Feeling it, keeping it, holding it and


We go through this


Over and over again




I go years without tears


In a life with no fear, a life without you

Now I'm breaking my back as


I cover my tracks, my skin is paper thin once again




We've been through this


Feeling it, keeping it, holding it and


We go through this

Over and over again





I've gone days without food

I've went weeks without sleep, keeping this in


I've got cuts I can't close


I've got wounds that won't heal, it's all your fault




My American dream


Wasn't ever to rise to your

Even with what's the point?


I wish that it wouldn't stop




We've been through this

Feeling it, keeping it, holding it and

We go through this


Over and over again




We've been through this

Feeling it, keeping it, holding it and

We go through this


Over and over again



This was not a test, this was all for real


This was not a test, this was all for real

This was not a test, this was all for real

This was not a test, this was all for real