This is the first day of my last days
I built it up now I take it apart
Climbed up real high now fall down real far

No need for me to stay the last thing left I just threw it away
I put my faith in god and my trust in you
Now there's nothing more $#&@ed up I could do

Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you
I'm the one without a soul I'm the one with this big $#&@ing hole

No new tale to tell twenty-six years on my way to hell
Gotta listen to your big time hard line bad luck fist $#&@
Don't think you're having all the fun

You know me I hate everyone
Wish there was something real wish there was something true
Wish there was something real in this world full of you

I want to but I can't turn back