I watched the sun rise
I saw myself die
I left the questions behind

To drift away like grains of sand
Carried away in the hands of time
It all slips through your fingers anyways so

Let someone else make sense of it all
When I look back on who I was
I see a fool giving too much of myself

To someone who didnâ??t care
Shouldering the weight of someone elseâ??s pain
Living in the shadow of a mountain without a name

Look to the sky, wondering why
I left the joy in life behind me
I had to lose you, to find me

I had to choose you, to lose me
I had to lose you, to be happy
Iâ??ll think of you every time it starts to rain

Watch the heavy grey clouds return
Remind myself of every painful lesson learned
Your memory is a tomb I left my youth inside

And I believe my best days are behind me
The love Iâ??ve lost will never find me