I'm in the darkest place
I think I've ever been
you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be

All alone

why have you forsaken me?
All alone
you make it hard to believe


I'm in the darkest place
and I don't just mean this jail

in my mind there's a darkest space
trapped in an even darker cell
you got to see it to believe it's true

that's why it's so hard to believe in you
stay real, but you got to have faith
but I wondered where you were when I needed you

when that girl was telling lies in the court
with her hand on the Bible, where was the lightning?
The great vengeance, furious anger that Samuel.

L.J. made sound so frightening
she attempted to poison a brother
and I mean it in a Biblical sense, not a black way

she succeeded to destroy that brother
it's deep; you can make a fool battle out of laughing
she just did it for the money for the cash, eh?

I bet she's rolling in it now she's famous
You must think that's fair considering
I got to deal with man who want to feel a new !@#*

so you save up a months worth of !@$)s
and trade them for a shank along with your trainers
and you take a man's life with your make-shift

knife 'cause this isn't you, messed up your
brain is.


I'm in the darkest place
I think I've ever been
you can see from the scars on my face

I'm not where I'm supposed to be

All alone

why have you forsaken me?
All alone
you make it hard to believe


Are you real or a myth?
Is there a heaven or just an abyss?

Sometimes I wonder if you even exist
'cause if you do then you're taking the piss
I don't deserve this why are you torturing me God?

We both know something ain't right here