I choke on my bitterness
Because some things are better left unsaid


Hesitant is my instinctive venom
Since I've stepped out of this light


I said I'm sorry
The truth is I never was
Begging to be indifferent

I'll take you down with me

You're going down

I'll take you down

Falling

Scratching, tearing

Ripping, falling, melting

Scratching, tearing, bleeding, feeding

I said I'm sorry

The truth is I never am
Begging for indifference
I'll drag you down with me


You're going down
I'll drag you down


A toxified embrace holds me up
As my suicide increases

And my life skids out of control
Shouting back in my face


As I lose control of my hands and mind
As I reach for my peace


I claw at my eyes
Insensitivity looking away
Just like a raped mother to her child

I hate you just the same
I hate you


And when patience wears thin
Intentions watch hungrily transparent
Anxious to feast on your devotion

Anticipating that quenchless thirst