It's desperation in my face from
a lifetime of pain and isolation
Everyday is just the $#&@ing same

I want to change but I can't get my foot in any door

Everytime I know there's nobody home

But what's the point in waiting outside alone
The doors are locked and there's no windows
And outside it's always thirty below


Just when it seems like it might not be so bad
It always kicks and tells me where I stand


All this strife and all these tears
And all this anger from all these years

Has left me broken and is what keeps me hear
I'll never be happy without you here