The old ways always get at me
Throwing myself on the floor when I'm empty
Call me I'm falling in front of a demon possessing

Making me talk
My throat gets rid of a part of me
Anxiety could end it all

Physically I've found that I'll stay the same
And you all should have nothing to say


Was afraid of living alone
You could of changed it
They could have saved us

I need something to fill in the hole

I was afraid of living alone

You could of changed it
They could saved us
I need something to fill in the hole


How pathetic my face is allergic
And everything my spine gives

Wanna get rid of it

When there's something saddening

The room writes a scene
I could not exist I want to get rid of it


The patches that hold my blood in
I've invented a new sin
The whole world takes part of it

In learning I'll love him
I'll love him does not exist
Till then I'll be over it

It's one thing I'll never miss

And I'll never find a way to be happy

And there's no one here no one here that's like me
No one here that's like me
And I'll never find a way to be happy

And there's no one here no one here that's like me
No one here that's like me


I was afraid of living alone
You could of changed it
They could saved us

I need something to fill in the hole

I was afraid of living alone

You could of changed it
They could saved us
I need something to fill in the hole


I was afraid afraid afraid
I was