She's never alone, because she's scared of what she might say to
herself
Always drinking in the backroom of the bar where everyone turns

in
A half-hearted grin
She won't be afraid as long as that prescription keeps going

through
And all the happy pills make her look like cardboard cut out of
someone,

I use to learn from
But on the phone, she's telling everyone,
that there was a blue sky, she left behind

And there's a place that no one knows about,
Away from integrity she writes a book in her head that nobody
will read

Whatever you say, please don't talk about the time when she was
young
Apparently that was a different person and so long ago it's

strange to me,
there's no history
But there's a past and she's telling everyone It must be a

garden,
that wouldn't grow
With roots of shame, too sensitive to blame to herself as we

watch he drown,
I can't save the queen without a kingdom or a crown
Somewhere in this lonely game of sympathy there is a selfish

dream
That makes me sick
Standing on the high wire while you're on the ground

To you what is dangerous is safe and sound...
You let me down