perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same

open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me realize

it took you to make me realize
it took you to make me see the light
smashed up my sanity

smashed up my integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me

smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces

i don't know what else to do
covered in hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine

watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray

give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become
i tried

i gave up
throw it away