Running I'm always running from myself
No one to help me
No one knows

Not that anyone who knew would care

Dangling

Hanging from your tree
Am I an ornament of longing
A seed trapped inside the shell that is me

Nobody can save me
From this
From myself


Hurricane of head space
Spinning circle

Stacking up the walls that hide you from yourself
Crumbling pieces of me
An offering to you

Falling gifts from me to you
Left nothing for myself
You had my cake and ate it too

And left nothing for me

Fist

For breaking
These eyes
For seeing

Right through
Heart
For you to trample

Confidence lost
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain

From this loss
This right of passage denied
Holding the headstone

Tied to no one
Loosen the knot
Pulling the string


Losing
Feels like I'm losing all my worth

No one to notice
No one would care
If they took the time to stop and stare


Nobody has the time for me
For myself

Blistering pieces of me
I'm giving them to you
These sweet whispers are from me to you

Want nothing for myself

You hold my world inside your hands

And leave nothing for me

Fist

For breaking
These eyes
For seeing

Right through
Heart
For you to trample

Confidence lost
Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain

From this loss
This right of passage denied
Holding the headstone

Tied to no one
Loosen the knot
Pulling the string


So sorry
For whatever it was I've done

So I'm deserting
Sincerely
Me

Got to just be

You've got to just know
I've got to leave
It's time for me to go

So here's the note

I've left the key
I hope that when you find this
I've left you with a happy ending...

Goodbye

Goodbye
Goodbye

Fist
For breaking

These eyes
For seeing
Right through
Heart
For you to trample
Confidence lost

Nothing to lose
Nothing to gain