It's almost like you had it planned
It's like you smiled and shook my hand and said
"Hey, I'm about to screw you over, big time"

And what was I supposed to do?
I was stuck in between you and a hard place
We won't talk about the hard place


But I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store

It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see

I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life


It's how you wanted it to be
It's like you played a joke on me

And I lost a friend
In the end
And I think that I cried for days

But now that seems light years away
And I'm never going back
To who I was


Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store

It left me half dead
Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see

I'm not the girl I used to be
When I lost my mind
It saved my life


I think that I cried for days
But now that seems light years away

And I'm never going back
To who I was


Cause I don't blame you anymore
That's too much pain to store
It left me half dead

Inside my head
And boy, looking back I see
I'm not the girl I used to be

When I lost my mind
It saved my life


That life seems like light years away
Light years away
And that life seems like light years away

Light years away