Well... I'm not a cool guy anymore As if I ever was before I took a look at all
the signs Then rolled it over in my mind The feelings I could not release Became
a bitter part of me What was I thinking of? It couldn't stay the way it was I

looked at my reflection And I saw a stranger's face I saw where I was going And
I had to walk away I lost a girl, it's Just as well She tried to save me from
myself I've still got her on my mind Tossing and turning in my bed But if she

had stayed another week I would have dragged her down with me She took it till
she'd had enough Is that what I though love was? I told her "see you later" But
it's hard to see at all At the bottom of the barrel With your back against the

wall I'm not a cool guy anymore Left it behind, then locked the door I know you
can't escape the past Now I look back and have to laugh I was my worst enemy It
almost got the best of me What was I thinking of? It couldn't stay the way it

was I looked up one day and saw that It was up to me You can only be a victim if
you. Admit defeat.