There is no argument here to avoid
And I just had a way of living I enjoyed
A selfish way to live but by design

I was so self centered at the time
You were us and I was only me
And you were only waiting patiently

I think I told you I'm not sure
That I'm so !@#$ insecure


A far more much much greater force
Can knock you back and off of course
Like a shotgun if there ever was one

Looked down the barrel of a loaded gun
And it was not intentional
And I am unconventional

Knocked down with a shotgun blast
I've got a feeling that it's gonna last
And if it's happening to me

I'm as happy as someone like me could be

I'm not so sure but what I said was true

That's no excuse for what I put you through
And it's just awful if that's how you feel
I'm awfully sorry for the whole ordeal

The sadness and the sorrow and the pain
I swear to God and promise once again
That I will get around to showing you

So now I'm !@#$ going to

A far more much much greater force

Can knock you back and off of course
Like a shotgun if there ever was one
Looked down the barrel of a loaded gun

And it was not intentional
And I am unconventional
Knocked down with a shotgun blast

I've got a feeling that it's gonna last
And if it's happening to me
I'm as happy as someone like me could be now

Could be now

Like a shotgun if there ever was one

Looked down the barrel of a loaded gun
And it was not intentional
And I am unconventional

Knocked down with a shotgun blast
I've got a feeling that it's gonna last
And if it's happening to me

I'm as happy as someone like me
Someone like me could be
Could be now