I could feel a hot one taking me down
For a moment, I could feel the force
Fainted to the point of tears

And you were holding on to make a point
What's the point?


I'm but a clean man, stable and alone man
Make it so I won't have to try
The faces always stay the same

So I face the fact that I'm just fine
I said that I'm just fine


I remember, head down,
After you had found out
Manna is a hell of a drug

And I need a little more, I think
Because enough is never quite enough
What's enough?


I took it like a grown man crying on the pavement
Hoping you would show your face

But I haven't heard a thing you've said
In at least a couple hundred days
What'd you say?


I was in the front seat, shaking it out
And I was asking if you felt alright

I never want to hear the truth
I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine
My voice, it sounded fine


I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
And for the moment, I would sleep alright

Invading with a selfish fear
To keep me up another restless night
Another restless night


The blood was dry, it was sober
The feeling of audible cracks

And I could tell it was over
From the curtains that hung from your neck


And I realized that then you were perfect
And my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew

Back when my thoughts weren't entirely intact

To pray for what I thought were angels

Ended up being ambulances
And the Lord showed me dreams of my daughter
She was crying inside your stomach


And I felt love again