Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didn't lose
Was it the blue night

Go franchize
Was it a gold themane in a wonder steady goin under


Tell 'em drain the pool I'm sinkin fast
Come and save my life before It pass
Scratchin at the surface

But the bottom's where I'm at
Only place my addiction will tell me
That I'm free at last

So why the $#&@ you playin with my head
I said I'm done
Any and everything I had is gone

I says you won
You promised that we'd only be together for a minute
Then we finished

But my life had passed another year
Why the $#&@ is you in it?
I gave up everything for you

Even my house
Now I'm beggin on a nightly basis
To sleep on the couch

My councelor said I need to find a way
To block the pain out
I told him it was already too late

She is in my veins and he said

Tell me what led you on

I'd love to know

Well It's just that

When I felt her the first time, I flew
Nobody gives me the high that she do
See, we fight all the time

And she leaves bruises on my arms
But the way she makes me feel inside
That girl can do no wrong

Now all my family hates me
Since I started $#&@in wit her
And all my friends done left me

Cuz they jealous that I'm wit her
I tried to break it off
She gets me back with the feel

After everything she did
Why the $#&@ do I love that needle
Please help me


Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but didn't lose


Look, this love's killing me
Literally

Everytime I start to pick you up
You finish me
Used to love waking up in the mornings

And feeling you
Now I'm just ashamed
And wearing long sleeves concealing you

(*##$ you wasn't %#@!
How the $#&@ could you do this
Now my $#&@ing life is ruined

Imma kill you (*##$ I'll do it
And so I
Tie it up

Stick that %#@! up in my skin
And overdose on your love
So I can't have it again