This bleak and unbearable world has left me cold and wanting
I need someone to make me feel. Real. Now
Submerged and trapped beneath the ice

Without your light
Without your eyes
I keep looking to find myself in me again


Alive in spite of it all
One with her

Once I aim for the win I'll find a way

All of my angels are right here with me

Hold me as I ache from the things I have seen
I have all my angels and I am not alone
Wake me if I turn to stone


But I will not go quietly it's not my time
It's not meant to be

What can I do to make you hear. Me. Now

I touch the white upon the window sill

Cracks are spidering across the glass
No one will see me if I hold perfectly still
This sense of hopelessness will surely pass


For reasons I have yet to understand I know the world in ways I can't explain
What I can see

It's like the ocean next to land
It all seems futile and in vain