What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?

Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams?
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?

Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?

Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then

I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]


[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself


[Chorus:]
I can't hold on

To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on

To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in


If I
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless

If I hide my pride and let it all go on then they'll
Take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone

But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

by myself [myself]

[x2]

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself


[Chorus]

How do you think I've lost so much

I'm so afraid that I'm out of touch
How do you expect... I will know what to do
When all I know Is what you tell me to


[x2]
Don't you know

I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why

I'm stuck on the outside

[Chorus x2]