I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away

For so long
I try to put on a face
And cover my heart

But I'm needing it now
So bad


I don't know
How I feel
Maybe I'm mad

Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind

Don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud
Thinking out loud


No, no I cant explain
What's happened to me

I feel like I'm right
And wrong
Inside everything's upside down

Everything's spinning around
And it's freaking me out


I don't know
How I feel
Maybe I'm mad

Or maybe I'm proud
Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind

Don't know what Ill say
I'm just thinking out loud


If only for a day
I could be free
I bet you'd feel the same

If you were me
I'm gonna spit it out
Just let go.

I've been losing my mind
I've been living a lie
I've been running away

For so long

I don't know

How I feel
Maybe I'm mad
Or maybe I'm proud

Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud
I'm thinking out loud
Thinking out loud

Can't find the truth
Can't speak my mind
I don't know what Ill say

I'm just thinking out loud