I, I am confused, fighting myself
Wanting to give in, needing your help
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch

Outside I don't know you, but inside I'm fine ($#&@ed)

Can you see it in me?

Skin cold from touch
Each day confronted with what I have done
You pull me closer, I push you away

You tell me it's okay, I can't help but fell the pain

I hate you!

Why are you taken?
I love you!
I feel so helpless

Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you
Why do I try?

Why do I really need to?
Why!! Why!! Why!! Why!!
$#&@ you, (*##$!

Need to [x3]. . . $#&@ [x4]. . .
!@%*


I hate you!
Why are you taken?
I love you!

I feel so helpless
Why is it you?
Ripping my insides each time I lay with you

Why do I try?
Why do I $#&@ing need to?
$#&@ . . . $#&@ . . . $#&@ . . . $#&@ . . . $#&@ . . . $#&@ . . . $#&@ . . .

!@%*