Lost and alone
I'm out of the stone
Repeat this process everyday

Nothings my own
The dreams that I've grown
I won't control and throw away


I need to make the decisions
I need to make it right

I need to lead the parade
Or this %#@! will $#&@ing take my life


I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life

This curse is my own

It follows me home
Its like a child that wants to play
The thoughts in my brain

The subconscious pain
Makes me think why do I stay


I need to make the decision
I need make it right
I need to lead the parade

Or this %#@! will take my life

I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life


I want to kill the decisions
I want it to be right

I want to pass this test
And complete this tormented life


I'm happy, everything is wonderful
So happy, it's beautiful


I need to make the decision
I need to make it right
I want to kill the decisions

I want to make it right
I want to pass this test
And complete my tormented life

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to pass this test

And complete my tormented life

I'm happy, I knew you'd make it right

Everything is wonderful