I hate it when people doubted me, lookin now like they proud of me
but where was your support when I needed it I guess now should we
let it go like none of it ever happened and happily

pretend like we were ever even friends, success is maddening

Pain in my vocabulary, ripped it out my dictionary

write until my fingers bleed, til I'm called a visionary
til I supersede, competition's temporary
"satisfied" don't exist to me -- mortuary


I write until I feel dead myself I ain't sleeping
and no one gonna outwork me as long as my body's breathing

I eat and I sleep this music, I love it but I abuse it
it's a complicated relationship, but I would choose it


over anything, conquer it by any means
thinking bout how everybody thought this was a silly dream
so I'm up all night, hyped up on dextro-amphetamines

dreaming of the day I see myself up on the tv screen