I didn't realize until I messed up again
I guess I should be glad I even got a second chance
I played you like a fool without acknowledging the pain

You made no sound but still you always stayed
And when the darkest of clouds took away my light
I held on to you and you stopped me from falling

Above the night, deeper than the darkness
Above the night you are always there
Above the night, your patience is timeless

Above the night I find you there
As I stumbled from one mistake into another
And all the while, You never told me so

How could you be so kind to someone so unattached
I'm still amazed you didn't tell me where to go
And It's not your fault that I repeat my crimes

No It's not your fault the way I am sometimes
And It's not your fault that I repeat my crimes
No It's not your fault

I can be... Mindless, reckless, shameless, heartless
Mindless, reckless and I'm sorry baby