i'm 21 my life has just begun. but already i'm in pain. i feel
like i'm insane. i don't know how i could express myself. the
words are hard to find. i cannot clear my mind.... each night i

sit at home. i cannot find an explanation. what is it about me
that is making me stay alone?.... every day i think about how it
could be. with somebody to hold. so i wouldn't feel so cold. is

there no one to share my feelings with? 'cause i've got a lot to
share. but no one seems to care. there was a time when i felt
alive. somehow those good times have passed me b