I was back and forth
From armed to desperate,
Lost to fully aware.

How was your weekend?
You get your time alone?
It used to sound so peaceful,

Now it's panic-ridden.
How was your weekend?


I'm alright for now,
But I haven't been.
Got lots of %#@! behind me.

I'm alright for now.

I'll talk while I can,

But it hasn't been that easy.
It's simple talk at best.
Like "how's your weekend?"


When I went away
I made no decisions.

I couldn't trust them to me.
I was too weak then.


I'm alright for now,
But I haven't been.
Got lot's of %#@! behind me.

I'm alright for now.