I've always blamed it on you
Never tried to understand
I've always thought that I knew you

That my life was in your hand

I've been told my whole life to shut up

I don't want it, I never speak

I am so sad, I am so scared

So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
I see my life it's not so fair


You see a gun aiming at you
Waking up with peace around

Why am I alone when I hate it
There're so many thoughts to let out


As I feel you in the back of my head
I'm trying to reach after your hand


I am so sad, I am so scared
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away

I see my life it's not so fair

I am so sad, I am so scared

So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
I see my life it's not so fair

So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
All is lost and it's too late

So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
Life is %#@! and me it must hate