This is too hardWant to erase you!Clean up my head and move onIt 's taking so long to get rid of youI've got no patienceWorld is coming downAnd I can't let goFalling deeper downWith rising speedIt's so hard to breatheThrough the darkest shadowsInto deeper blackNo one can find meBut I'm still staring at youBehind this smileThere's nothing but bitternessUnseen visions shining through these eyesBehind this smileEnvy is the only life forceAnd still we are proud of what we've doneSaw this coming too many timesIn my nightmaresForgot to careTimes of insanity liberate you to understandAnd you are finally wholeBehind this smileThere's nothing but bitternessUnseen visions shining through these eyesBehind this smileEnvy is the only life forceAnd still we are proud of what we've done