I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today

I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me


Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work

To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out

Hold my breath
And wait until I shake


But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure

That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this

I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end

I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me


But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure

That my hand in the door
Was a dream