Thirteen times you, with my karma
And thirteen times I $#&@ed up your dogma
You taught me to hate

You taught me to crawl

You raised your hand as you raised the bottle

You knock me down but it made me stronger
The harder you hit
The harder you fall


And this one is for my mother
What will I do without her

Don't look back
Don't even bother


And this one is for the father
Who loves his little daughter
Thought I am

Don't even bother

You can freak out about me

But you'd lose your mind without me
You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me

Anyway, anyway

A free reign gave you ammunition

To play the game and, other women
And something just snapped
And cracked in my brain


A thirteen times I sucked up inside me
The different ways that you tried to harm me

You did it once
You'll do it again


And this one is for my sister
You dare to denigrate her
Don't look back

Don't even bother

And this one's for my lover

The one who had to suffer
Thought I am
Don't even bother


You can freak out about me
But you'd lose your mind without me

You thought you could see right through me
But it made no difference to me
Anyway, anyway, anyway, anyway


Thirteen times, one, thirteen times, two
Thirteen times, three, thirteen times, four

Thirteen times, five, thirteen times, six
Thirteen times, seven, thirteen times eight