I stand on the edge of life
Staring down
Into a sea of despair

Why did I even seem
To really care?


Reflecting on my life
And what it once was
Recalling the glory

The peace, the joy, the love

Chorus:

Was it all but a lie?
A promise of better times...


A gleam of hope
For my soul?
Or the loss of all control?

All alone
And left in thought
A battle that was never fought

In a world so unkind
As I slowly lose my mind...


A vision of me
Left without a cause
A sad display

And must be wrong

But continues to show

My life's defeat
Giving way
To this $#&@ing misery


Sending me
Into a fit of rage

Bringing upon
The end of days
Killing me slow

Until it takes my life
Arteries cut with the blade
Of my knife


Repeat Chorus


The anger
That it makes me feel
Invokes a pain

So surreal
Now that I've lost it all
Into emptiness I fall