I've never felt so alive
I've never had to run and hide
The things I want I cannot have

The things I need are all so bad
What you say
I could've been

I am
You could've been
You are

My best excuse is that I'm drained
From everything that keeps me sane
My sickness keeps me in control

From everything you'll never know
Does it make you happy
Does it make you mad

Why am I still laughing
Look at what you had
Does it make you feel good

Does it make you sick
That you knew that I would
Be the one to trip

No Control