I just need y'all to try to bear with me for a minute
While I talk about the pages of my diary
Listen up


I remember when I got started my intention was to win
But a lot of %#@! changed since then

Some more friends became enemies in the quest of victory
But I made a vow, never let this %#@! get to me
I let it pass, so I consider that part of my history

And I'm strong; financially, physically
Mentally I'm on a whole 'nother level
And don't forget that I came from the ghetto

Sold a new house for my moms, that's special
I let you going shopping till your feet get tired
Then a new Benz just for you to ride in

When I didn't have it, you provided
Don't be surprised that I built an enterprise
And my house got a view of the city like a highrise

I'm just talking to my diary, I'm just talking to my diary

When I open up my book I think about the world later

No ink in the pen, no lines on the paper
I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary
I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary

Sometimes when I got a lot of %#@! on my mind
I'm just staring at the sky, you probably thinkin' I'm high
I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary

I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary

Now puff-puff-pass got a ^!$$% having flashbacks

I remember how it used to be
Now my money like NASDAQ, my checks you can cash that
I remember how it used to be


I used to be a starving artist so I would never starve an artist
This is my passion, it's where my heart is

It gets the hardest when I think about the dearly departed
Like the ^!$$% I started with
I know Eazy can see me now, looking down through the clouds

And regardless, I know my ^!$$% still proud
It's been a while since we spoke but you still my folks
We used to sit back, laugh and joke

Now I remember when we used to do all-nighters
You in the booth and Cube in the corner writing
Where Ren at? Shout out to my ^!$$% Yella

Damn, I miss that
%#@!, a ^!$$% having flashbacks


When I open up my book I think about the world later
No ink in the pen, no lines on the paper
I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary

I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary
Sometimes when I got a lot of %#@! on my mind
I'm just staring at the sky, you probably thinkin' I'm high

I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary
I'm just, I'm just, I'm just talking to my diary