Some people tell me that I need help
Some people can $#&@ off and go to hell
God damn, why they criticize me

Now %#@! is on the rise so my family despise me
$#&@ em! And feed em cause I don't need em
I won't join em if I can beat em

They don't understand my logic
To my gat to my money and I'm hooked on chronic
I never wanted to hurt a ^!$$%

Unless ya come flexin that trigga, I dig ya
That grave on the east side of town
Lay ya six feet underground

From man, to the dust to the ashes
All I remember tell me where the cash is
Clic Cloc barrel at my dome

Give all your loot or you ain't going home
But I ain't going out wit the pain
Wa da da dang, wa dada daa dang


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I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions $#&@in me up in my mind
I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside

I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions $#&@in me up in my mind

Mutha$#&@as be drivin me up the walls

Hopin that I fall but they can suck my balls
Straight jacket, strap it
In a padded room when some punk ^!$$%z can't hack it

Distracted from our reality
Now I'm let out on a minor technicality
They all $#&@ed up now

Cause they let a ^!$$% back on the street somehow
I'm lookin for someone like me
Livin in my own world to my own degree

On the loose in the city lookin at the ho wit the big !@%$
Lookin at me and I feel %#@!ty
A little tensed up gettin hot

Cause she looks like my girl who just smoked at the crack spot
I'm tryin to find ways to cope
But I ain't $#&@in round wit the gauge or a rope


[Chorus:]


I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside
I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions $#&@in me up in my mind
I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions drivin me mad inside

I'm havin illusions I'm havin illusions $#&@in me up in my mind

I'm havin illusions

I'm havin illusions
I'm havin illusions
I'm havin illusions

I'm havin illusions
I'm havin illusions
I'm havin illusions

I'm havin illusions