Looking back at me I see

That I never really got it right


I never stopped to think of you


I'm always wrapped up in

Things I cannnot win


You are the antidote that gets me by


Something strong

Like a drug that gets me high





What I really meant to say

Is I'm sorry for the way I am


I never meant to be so cold




And I'm sorry about all the lies


Maybe in a different light


You could see me stand on my own again

Cause now i can't see


You were the antidote that got me by






Something strong like a drug that got me high

I never meant to be so cold





I never really wanted you to see

The screwed up side of me that I keep


Locked inside of me so deep


It always seems to get to me

I never really wanted you to go


So many things you should have known


I guess for me theres just no hope

I never meant to be so cold