Life is full of pain
Being is despairing
Throes of degradation

Swallow you at last
Dead disharmony
Worsening disorder

Everything that's left
Is anger and hate


You suffer every waking moment

This pain survives

Twisted retribution
Grows on the inside
A life of prostitution

Afflicted years
Perseverance grudging
Narcotic tears

Addicted to the suffering

Time disintegrates

Behind the veil of solitude
Pariah you become
This tribulation is suffered alone


Lacerate your flesh
And let the pain flow

Bleed for the world
That cuts you to the bone


Nothing they can say gives you
Any consolation
Each hand upon your skin

Cold as the $#&@ing grave

Schizophrenic state

Weaker every hour
The empathy of others
Used and cast aside

Tearing fits of rage
Shunned by all around you
Going off the edge

Finally this %#@! is done

You suffer every waking moment


This pain survives
Twisted retribution

Grows on the inside
A life of prostitution
Afflicted years

Perseverance grudging
Narcotic tears
Addicted to the suffering