Lusting for eternal pain
Begging to be tortured
Agony brings relief, I am insane


Indulging in self-mutilation
To satisfy my need again

The pain severe from severed veins
Curing me of deprivation
Pain I crave

Euphoric state of butchery
Revelling in gore and blood
Pain I save

Igniting visions of the past
Dismembered bodies never found
Pain i gave


Deranged by my deviance savage goal to maim and kill
Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die

Sado-!@%@ic rage, horrific daze, reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain


Punishment my way of life, suffering intensifies
Sacrifice
Brutal frenzy, no control, perverse actions gratify

Wretched abnormality, condoning inhumanity
Suicide
Carnivorous abusiveness, boiling sawn-off !@*^s


Afflicted fate stricken to malignancy
Lechery dominates my misery


Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses, living in agony

Rancid degenerate craving impalement
Demented destiny, not fearing agony


Excruciating hunger that I need to feed
Soon to be slaughtered, dead, maliciously


Tortured eternally, torment inside of me
Disturbing impulses, living in agony
Rancid degenerate craving impalement

Demented destiny, not fearing agony

Deranged by my deviance, savage goal to maim and kill

Obsessed with my cruelty, vicious ways for me to die
Sado-!@%@ic rage, horrific daze, reality
Pleasure from sadistic intent, driven by my lust for pain