Trapped into this brain modification
Suffering from this awful situation
Where body has this uncontrolled obsession

Of living all my life with that depression

Never will relax within my mind

Always thinking what I've left behind
A normal life, an inconvenient lie
Suffering from a choice that wasn't mine


And every single day of my life I wish I hadn't been born at all
Leaving my days to earth alone for an anger, which I can't control

But none can even get a slight idea of how I feel inside
I really want to change my body chemistry but it will deny



Chorus:
I will not let this disfiguration control me

My mind is enough to create a world inside me
And live with my own self


An outcast
Subnormal, compulsive tendencies
A social discrimination

A vortex that eats my soul

And I won't let more of all this happen

I shall put an end to this all
I will leave my body behind
And deny it existed before





Chorus:
I will not let this disfiguration control me
My mind is enough to create a world inside me

And live with my own self