Speak up baby your quiet's so loud
I can't see you in this crowd
I breathe and take another breathe

Your slow and steady takin' is a threat
I see things that I can't touch
I give nothin' but it's still too much

I find out I'm afraid of my fear
I miss you even if you're here
Your face is so animated

Even though you have me frustrated
I still smile right up at you
I hate all the things you do

You make me cry and laugh
Hide my pain and take a bath
No, it doesn't make sense at all

More than many will see it fall
But I've learned my giving reasons
Take time for the loving seasons

But I've never learned the hard way
Because for every day I do pay
You tell so many lies

You can read each in my eyes
And I don't feel guilty at all
I love the rise and hate the fall

Sometimes I have nothing but
The fear in this helpful rut
Breathlessness is a crime

Pay the price, do the time
And the misery feels worse
You would never reimburse

So I walk awaaaaaaay
Not a chance to taaaaake
This is who I am

Not even planned
This is who I am
MMMMHMMMM