Guilt and pain, haunting me everyday
Crushing me and I can't get away
Killing my heart and soul

Oh my Nicole
Still I don't know what to say
I'm tortured every night and day

It isn't in my control

I said no,

I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her

I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,

I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I


Snowy skies, far away still alive
Scars are healing in your mind
In your heart and soul

Oh my Nicole
I'm starting to realise
The fatal secret of my life

Isn't in my control

I said no,

I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no
I killed my baby but I loved her

I said no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I said no, no, no,

I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her


It's still haunting me night and day, oh my Nicole
You took a part of my life away, oh my Nicole
I relive it everyday, oh my Nicole, oh my Nicole


No!
I killed my baby but I loved her

I said no, no, no,
I killed my baby but I loved her
I killed my baby but I loved her

I killed my baby but