Used to believe in God, but he was never there for me.
Talked to him all the time, but it was like talking to a tree.
Didn't know what I was doing wrong; But I asked for his forgiveness.

He kept hitting me with punishments; He always found my weakness.
Wish my life would go back to the way it used to be;
With a loving, caring father, which now i can't even bare to see.

Tormenting, and taunting, playing mind games with my head.
You did a good job of it, you made me wish I was dead.


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I still have my mom, she's lucky to be alive.

3 hospitals in a month, only the strong survive.
She's always been there for me, I never realized it till now.
I was brain-washed until I seen what my father was all about.

Sometimes I wish my father would just move on and leave this town.
After that crazy night in April when he beat me to the ground.
Then, I realized, "wait, I don't need this !@$( anymore."

So I packed my bags and left to go knock on my mom's door.
So now I live my life with only the important people in it;
A mom and 3 best friends, my other parent pushed the limit.

Now I only care for the people who have a heart.
I never needed you dad, I should've seen it from the start.


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