there's blood on the floor
dripping down from my forearm
my blood is replaced by opiates

abusing a substance
to please my frail mind
and distact me from hopelessness

as I clench this belt
tightly between my teeth
and break skin in another day

my flesh is eaten
from the inside out
my body begins to decay


blegh


feel the wind
that brushes your bones,
and make your hairs stand on their ends.

feel the fear
that makes your voice weak;
that scent lingering in the air.


OH!


breathe
your soul into me
I need

your help
be my saviour
I feel myself

fading away
like dust in the wind


I am guided
by tunnels so bright
but I can't see

through blinding lights

I, I've come undone

I'm broken
I, I'm buried,
deep beneath my comfort

how, how did I become
so shattered?
'cause now,

I'm further than ever from heaven.

I, I've come undone

I'm broken
I, I'm buried,
deep beneath my comfort

how, how did I become
so shattered?
and when I rise

there'll be a reign of havoc