(Chorus)
I'm a
Antisocial, Embedded in my blood

I don't know the type of love
They talk about in them songs
There's a

Fine line between me and other people
I don't need another steeple
To tell me where I'm wrong

(First verse)
I see red
Jacob's inside my head

The cold daze left the soul phased
Like I was dead
Blue velvet feelings lookin down from the ceiling

The out of body alcohol, Now the body's walkin tall
Waitin for the night to fall
Lookin for the same chills

Like pain pills I can't feel
It ain't real
I blame thrills for leaving me

Deceiving me
Smoking on the weedery
Cause ain't nobody needin me

And when the negativity is feeding me thought
A whole new identity, you are seeing me not
It's either be or be not

I can not teach or be taught
Fearing that my seed will be
Another thing that we're not

You see it's all up in the blood
I ain't never gonna change
When I try to feel love

I am tooken as strange
I put it on the chemical imbalance in my brain
But I ain't needing this pain

When I'm receiving this blame, who knows?
(chorus)


(Second verse)
Shell in the barrel, Barrel in the mouth
Pow, No Thunderman now

From my sleep I wake
The clock reads eight
I'm late as $#&@ again

What am I gonna say
When I get there
My boss is gonna have a fit fair

And flip %#@! on me
while I silently just sit there
Still I can't find the motivation

I take my medication
And start waitin for my thought waves
To start racing

To roll into work lookin sleepy as $#&@
With my coffee cup tucked
For weeks, I've been needing to $#&@

And now I'm probably gonna get my $$# fired
My legs and eyes are tired
As I perspire

I get home feeling pissed off
My %#@!'s off
Thinking of blowin my wig off

My %#@!'s @@#!ed
I can just see your face
With my brains all over the place

On this I go to sleep
Then the phase repeats
(Chorus)


(Third verse)
I've had girls go from wanting to share seeds

To the next week, calling me a creep
Cause when I peak
The mighty Thor kicks in

No more love, just sin
I have em so weak they bleed
All on the sheets
What do I need?
Am I evil?

I look at people
Like they ain't %#@!
So $#&@ 'em
I need C-notes
Instead

It's like they only come around
When they need fed
Wasting my time
Like I will never be dead
But when I need em

They fled
Like I don't bleed red
Neglect embedded in my head
Just like they said
It's everyman for their self

In this game we're callin wealth
The world is hell
Only time will tell
Inside myself
Waitin on salvation
For my lack of conversation

Sometimes I feel these rhymes
Are my only kind of communication
(Chorus 2X)

Insanity 101
Insight the life son
Reality bites