And now destined to be

The last one standing here


The past alive to me


And mocking hope is all I had




In weakness it hides from me


And then it infiltrates my heart




So wrong to think I had found


It was so long since I felt that at all

I had dreamed long in days without


I had so long wanted something much more




Those looks so lovingly caressed


My thoughts and still today


They scream to me

Their sweet warmth moistening my breath





I may never get away

I crave I hunger





And still I leave behind

This wreckage in my wake


I was not long inside


But still savor the taste




I'd rather hate myself for failing


Than hate myself for never having tried

Nothing will fill me


The way these passions do


The feeling tempts me and warms me