It's been 10 years of investment
It's been one foot in and one out
It's been 4 days of ??

and I feel snuffed out

It's been 33 years of restraining

Of trying to control this tumult
How I did invest in such fantasy
But my nervous system has worn out


I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case

That it's a (*##$ to grow up

I've repeated this dance ad-nauseum

There's still something to learn that I've not
I'm told to see this as divine perfection
But my bones don't feel this perfection


I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case

That it's a (*##$ to grow up

I've spent life hovering above bottom

Thinking I can't survive what's below
But I've known through the kicking and screaming
That there was no other direction to go


I feel done, I feel raked over coals
and all that remains is the case

That it's a (*##$ to grow up